It's been a whole year and a couple days since my grandma passed. I can't believe it's been so long. Time flies. We got through Thanksgiving and Christmas, but it was strange. I think having them at our house really helped. Had we been at her house or my dad's I think it would have been harder. We survived, but I thought about her a lot. I wasn't really sad because I know that she wasn't in pain anymore, but it still seemed like something was missing.

I have been to a couple funerals recently and they made me think about being at my grandma's. How bad I felt and wanted to just be left alone. But I had to talk to these other people and almost console them. I think there is something flawed in funerals. People just want to have time to mourn and we want to be in their pockets to make ourselves feel better. I just think it's strange. But maybe it's just me that is strange.

It's been a whole year and a couple days since my grandma passed. I can't believe it's been so long. Time flies. We got through Thanksgiving and Christmas, but it was strange. I think having them at our house really helped. Had we been at her house or my dad's I think it would have been harder. We survived, but I thought about her a lot. I wasn't really sad because I know that she wasn't in pain anymore, but it still seemed like something was missing. <\/p>\n

I have been to a couple funerals recently and they made me think about being at my grandma's. How bad I felt and wanted to just be left alone. But I had to talk to these other people and almost console them. I think there is something flawed in funerals. People just want to have time to mourn and we want to be in their pockets to make ourselves feel better. I just think it's strange. But maybe it's just me that is strange.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":null,"protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"rttpg_featured_image_url":null,"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"Andi","author_link":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/author\/andi\/"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Randomness<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"It's been a whole year and a couple days since my grandma passed. I can't believe it's been so long. Time flies. We got through Thanksgiving and Christmas, but it was strange. I think having them at our house really helped. Had we been at her house or my dad's I think it would have...","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/776"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=776"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/776\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=776"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=776"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andihays.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=776"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}